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Time checked : 7 more mins to 4 am
and im still not at the bed,
currently just chatting with E.
i realise something that is hard for me to accept it sometimes.
it's not all i want i can get, i know,
but why the simple one is hard for me too.
I try i guess, but there's no changes.
aggrh, sometimes i just wanna let it out,
but i don't have the way to.
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I've learnt my mistake and i try to prove it
but it just dosen't work
it just not my luck? i don't know.
im too over it? maybe.
feel like not blogging today in the first place,
but on the second thought i changed my mind.
hmm. . . all i just want now to relax my mind.
my mind now is like gasing -__-.
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*Last chance to prove is tomorrow. goodmorning*
.
.
.
Time checked : 7 more mins to 4 am
and im still not at the bed,
currently just chatting with E.
i realise something that is hard for me to accept it sometimes.
it's not all i want i can get, i know,
but why the simple one is hard for me too.
I try i guess, but there's no changes.
aggrh, sometimes i just wanna let it out,
but i don't have the way to.
.
I've learnt my mistake and i try to prove it
but it just dosen't work
it just not my luck? i don't know.
im too over it? maybe.
feel like not blogging today in the first place,
but on the second thought i changed my mind.
hmm. . . all i just want now to relax my mind.
my mind now is like gasing -__-.
.
*Last chance to prove is tomorrow. goodmorning*
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3.53am
